Verse 1: Dear Heavenly Father I know that we haven't spoken in a while I'm not the best child I try to be, but this world I'm in Poses- many extreme- difficulties People walkin? toward me- know that they phony Disorder- comes from the enemy Twisting my mind- to money as a shrine Multiple women in my linens- feast like lions The malicious- conspiring?- got my soul dying Feel I'm insane- smoke in my brain Not the type to complain- but the strain Got me kinda scared- in this demented prayer My spirit's being torn to shreds To directions I don't wanna go next Stuck in the center- this world's dark etiquette Only wicked vines are the roads- that's presented CHORUS 2x: I can do all things through christ who strengthens me Keep me from becoming like my enemies Sacrifice my soul- to the world that's cold Till my body is a shell- just empty Verse 2: The shape of the globe- to me now has The characteristics of a hex-agram 6 points of darkness- to make the heart rotten Die from the inside- just a walkin? carca** Starts with Jealousy, envy, greed, anger, hatred & can't forget cruelty They say- tell me who you around- I'll tell you who you are But the world's a small place- repaired in scars And being around this- grow on ya I can feel it creepin? into my persona In the back of my mind- I can hear at times You wanna be the best- read around the lines You can be a Criminal- they'll call you monster But you'll get respect as a murderer & bank robber You can be a rapist- break off yo thing Go to jail- come out being a street King CHORUS 2x: I can do all things through christ who strengthens me Keep me from becoming like my enemies Sacrifice my soul- to the world that's cold Till my body is a shell- just empty Verse 3: They have to respect you cuz of ya rap sheet And you can rap too- more cash more heat 45 hot glocks- sellin? rocks on a block Till the kids overdose- I get shot by the cops You've given me a blessing- to want something? more But I'm not strong enough- at times, insecure Then I get depressed- can't spit like the rest Hatin? my position- can't spit hard- your religion Keeps me loyal- me you spoil Teachin? me of love- from your holiness above I'm thankful- but trouble's on the way I need your grace- to get my mind out this place I need your heart- cuz mine's about to break Keep me in your grace- please for my sake For you to keep me strong- for my road to be blessed & Lord Jesus Deliver- Me Under Heaven CHORUS 2x: I can do all things through christ who strengthens me Keep me from becoming like my enemies Sacrifice my soul- to the world that's cold Till my body is a shell- just empty