Sparkly eyes, tall and brunette Chiseled statue, name is David I don’t know them so I just don’t get How their life lives rent free in my head I plan it out, pose without a shirt One with my friends so they don't think I’m an introvert And I don’t know them so I just don’t get Why I owe them white picket fences And a perfect photo album with stickers To cover my self-doubt Took a pen and paper to scribble my frown into a smile I don’t know them why do I pretend That my life is picturesquе Keep me in, crop her out, only pretty whеn I Smooth my skin, looking out for the perfect light Play pretend to cover up the fact That I wish I had it all like that Sounds insane but I hope they feel the same When I’m out with my friends and they're sitting all alone on their bed frame Keep me in, crop her out, only pretty when I Smooth my skin, looking out for the perfect light All dressed up, ain’t going out, just posing in front of the couch With a drink in my hand, but it ain’t going down Keep me in, crop her out, only pretty when I Smooth my skin, looking out for the perfect light All dressed up, ain’t going out, just posing in front of the couch With a drink in my hand, but it ain’t going down fu*k this perfect photo album with stickers To cover my self-doubt Took a pen and paper to scribble my frown into a smile But most days I hate myself I can’t fake it another hour My eyes are red, I’m feeling weak, I think I’m spiraling out Keep me in, crop her out, only pretty when I Smooth my skin, looking out for the perfect light All dressed up, ain’t going out, just posing in front of the couch With a drink in my hand, but it ain’t going down