You are my new inspiration... My muse And I mean that not as a compliment I will use you to cruise through any writer's block Any lazy daze when a glazed gaze invades my mind's cave of creativity I will think of you…and what you did to me I will take negativity and make it inspire me I was not a book from a library As I stand here alone, I declare I was not a loan To be picked up and dropped off at a later date And you barely even made my spine bend Just skimmed through some of the interesting bits then skipped to the end The notes you left in my margins turned from scribbles to scars But here's the best part: You didn't even realise you were reading the first draft of a best seller The man*script of a future Nobel prize winner This book you discarded as a pamphlet will ignite sh** I will work ten times harder than before I will create art, I will create beauty I will create so many things that you can't ignore But I will not do them in your name I will not shout you from the roof tops I will tap your name out in morse code on my outer thigh As I casually accept plaudits from on high I will not to try to win you back I do not want you back I just want to show you I just need to show you what you f**ing walked away from I will achieve all my goals ten-fold I will achieve your goals too, casually I will have happiness and joy in my life I will fall in love; husband, child and wife I will shine brighter than I could ever have dreamed to be And you will see me And you will see. Me I will make rivers run red in your anonymity The screams of nations will echo our affinity My wrath will be relentless My path of destruction will be momentously momentous I will change the face of history and paint it in my likeness And I will like this I will destroy everything that you hold dear By simply destroying everything far and near My footsteps will be impossible not to hear I will watch you from afar and taste each tear I will wipe out entire races I will erase faces and displace with great haste and no graces This world will become my plaything Embracing my ways and then just breaking I will burn this entire world to the ground I will leave a mark greater than any have ever left before I will lay waste by land, air and sea And you will see me And you. Will see. Me