Im tired and my head aches like hell tonight Been thinking way too much I guess youve found a way to justify Walking out and losing touch All this waiting Nothing changing I guess I would have heard from you by now If you really cared for me You would have finally come around Guess thats not meant to be I got a long list of things I need to do before I die And I cant wait for you I would have heard from you by now If you were gonna be a part of my life You were there the day I learned to crawl And I was there to watch you go Tell me how someone so close to me Turns into someone I dont know And all you left me was my last memory I guess I would have heard from you by now if you really cared for me You would have finally come around Guess thats not meant to be I got a long list of things I need to do before I die And I cant wait for you I would have heard from you by now If you were gonna be a part of my life I could have used the extra hands to come and pick me up It would be much easier to stand if youd just lift me up I know its not because you cant You just dont care enough To tell me why should I I guess I would have heard from you by now if you really cared for me You would have finally come around Guess thats not meant to be I got a long list of things I need to do before I die And I cant wait for you I would have heard from you by now If you were gonna be a part of my life