Damsel Fly - Anyway lyrics

I'm sorry that I'm weak I'm certain that it's only me I'm wanting things to be Only how I pictured them to be I'm sorry I'll betray Everything that's brought us here today I'm wanting you to be Only how I pictured you to be I trusted what you had for me I believed in forever My mind cannot stop screaming What the f** was this anyway I'm breaking down my faith How naive for me to sit and wait When you do not exist What would make me think that you'd exist How can I live with this How much more of my life will I miss out on For this today What is it worth to me anyway