Dam's - It Was Written lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Dams] Dear you, cause it's so hard to say your name Cause all it does is remind me of all the pain All the stressing, heartbreaking, stupid mistakes I made Now I'm lying in this bed, worried we'll never be the same Remembering all the good times that we really had Hoping you could see how much they outweigh the bad I know the sh** I said hurt you, I know that it made ya mad Even switched my style up, how this girl got me wearing plaid? Heh Remember when we first started, all of my first words I could never forget that date - June 3rd Never thought I'd fall so deeply, to me it never occurred And I knew for sure That it was you I never wanna hurt Told you I was lucky to talk to a girl like you Started speaking your gibberish and from then I knew The defenses I threw up, as the feelings for you grew Scary feelings in my heart, this angel I would pursue Remember the times, that movie night you can't forget But now it's like you're just a shadow, a lost silhouette And I sit with hands on my head, tears in my face, heart full of regret Owe you too many apologies, my heart is so in debt If I was really done, I would have been on the move I wouldn't be sitting here, crying up in this booth I would've gave up, not here spilling all of the truth I wouldn't even be here writing this whole song for you Now listen I ain't making excuses cause what was said was said All I'm telling you is what was said was never meant I'm trying to get you to believe, I'm here trying to circumvent The heart hardly beats slow composed of all the torment Not a chance in my life I can go back to that day Hell, even just to remember is enough for me to say Give all of my damn power just to make it all okay The cards are all on the table, the risks are all out laid I wish I never took the drink, I wish I never took the shot To get you to truly see, I'm prepared to give everything I got You woke up, clearly remembered a lot The love I'm sending ain't making it through, there's something you forgot You came to me in your room that night after you left I sat next to you, I let out the longest, deep breath Staring into your eyes, yeah, the moment was so intense My eyes watered up, all the feelings were so expressed I said I was sorry, I even repeated it nonstop You told me "It's okay, we're good," from there I thought it was all dropped Gazing into a star, sunlight, my heart stops I told you that I loved you, were quiet, was all shocked I knew it was true, only felt that way once before My feelings were sincere, no denying it, I'm sure It took a while for me to see, when you walked out the door Right there I knew, I couldn't hold it in anymore So I told you, now I beg for you to stay The whole situation has been on my mind everyday The future was looking dark, outcomes were looking grey Fact of the matter is, your heart is what I betrayed And now I say Still the reason for my smile, still are the highlights Felt I should tell you the truth, waited 'til the time's right Your beauty shines in the sun, no Twilight I spell your name in the sky, now that's a skylight And trust me, I really knew you cared The problem was, my dumb a** was really scared And so I pushed you away, the feelings were so impaired Needed repair Wasn't prepared Ain't no other girl compared Pushed you to the side, moving along here and there And so I write you this letter, I'm sitting writing you this song I'm hoping you could forgive me for every one of my wrongs Who would have thought it would wind up feeling this damn strong Had a hard time believing, up until you came along Believe me, I promise you, I'm being so sincere One promise was kept, as you can see, I'm still here Never wanna lose a girl I hold in my heart so dear No more fear No more tears I need my conscience really cleared I hope now you understand what I'm saying is true How sorry I am for everything that I put your heart through Suppose there is nothing but one more thing for me to do Sincerely yours, Damien, P.S. I love you