Damion Chase - Need lyrics

Verse 1: Trying to keep my head straight Shoulders stronger than they have to be Need rest from all that’s happening And I’m not alone Know there no shortage Feeling short changed Like a quarter Of a century pressing down like bu*tons These ghosts keep haunting me Been snacking with my closet crew Hollow fools not much that they offer me Sipping heavy cafffiene I've been taking Xannies with my herbal tea That's a war inside my brain And I don’t see no stop in me But I don’t need a reason To evict this hoe inside me I call him my anxiеty I know he trying everything Just to sеt me free Can’t hate someone trying Everything he can to let me be All I do is wanna be When I should find some peace In reflected things 2020 vision was a hella thing Sticking to my contacts Content with all I need to see Things that I don’t need to need Verse 2: Dreamville. Is that a thing still? Some nights, some dreams Keep me on the wheel I let go, I would rather swerve Built some kind of ego I could never serve I'm much lower than my best Amalgamation of the word, on God! I'm just trying Attempting to just be alive We live life stuck under so much scrutiny Got a couple screws loose I could never pass for eternity Thank God, your thoughts Hold weight lighter Than the smallest damn mustard seed You done ever seen And who’s ever seen a mustard seed? I play backdrop, sand on the boot Of avengers' sized muster scene Over trying to strut the screen I do me now Keep my heart pumping till its last beat I used to hope I’d die on beat I don’t hope anymore Hold your breath too much And it's hard to breathe I'm just waiting confidently