Damien - April lyrics

Tiger child loyal, born on the FOURTH OF APRIL\\ Faithful, hateful, wearing an UNLAWFUL LABEL\\ Declared an attack, it was the WAR OF PENCILS\\ Honest, hard workin, potential MORE THAN ABLE\\ Being the rebel, and GROWN ANOTHER LEVEL\\ I proclaimed I had sold my SOUL TO THE DEVIL\\ Devoured by anger, hoped someone would HOLD ME\\ Everything for my music, the prize was being LONELY\\ It sounds like a cliche, but man I CANT PRETEND\\ I've always known alot of people, but never had MANY FRIENDS\\ But hurts mend, or that depends on what you do\\ I wrote music, and did it all year through\\ Tried to collaborate, and i even tried to pa** it on\\ But when you expect too much of someone\\ They'll push you away, and their gone\\ Especially when you're influential, i imagined my self gentle\\ But see now, i acted both demanding and mental\\ And that is wack, but atleast i admit the fact\\ And i wish nothing but love to my little brothers in rap\\ Peace! find my self, i even paused rappin a while\\ But remembered that quittin was never really my style\\ So i took it up, and i brushed of some dust\\ And realized i'd never forgot how to bust\\ Dice was there all the way, when i was broken and famished\\ And took me in, gave me food and taught me some spanish\\ Gracias mi hermano! i consider you flesh and blood\\ The same goes for pariah! RED forever, nothing but love\\ OB & Paddy you were there from the start\\ You guys can always holla, dont ever question your part\\ But serpents come and go, and want a ticket to the show\\ They spread their poison, so how far are you willing to go\\ To clear your name, because of these f**in snakes\\ That makes up rumours based on your previous mistakes\\ And we all make them, but want to think the best of people\\ But a secret can always be used for evil\\ I changed my ideology, to never trust a living soul\\ Because i became frightened of how long my sanity would hold\\ So i quit drinkin, quit smokin and other toxins\\ Because of health, but also because i didn't have any options\\ Im a ba*tard when i drink, and a cynic when i think\\ So i quit the booze, and half the evil, see the link?\\ So my minds always clear, even though filled with sorrow\\ A buddhist, see my body as a vessel that is borrowed\\ f** tomorrow, im living in the now, never bow\\ To any authority, my soul is free, and i scream it loud\\