Daft - If I was lyrics

(Hook) If I was to die soon what would you think If I was to die soon what would you feel? If I was to die soon what would you think? If I was to die soon what would you feel? These are questions in my mind that I constantly think At first I never cared but now this sh** getting to me So many turned on me, so I don't trust So many played with me, so I don't love I never had the option of having a father Only a mother and look what my actions then got me So what would you think? So what would you feel? If I died today If I died today What would you think? Or what would you feel? If I died today Tell me what you would think Tell me what you would feel [Verse 1: Daft] I'm tryna live my life right but God it's so hard What these people talking bout when they tryna preach? How they expect me to keep my religious beliefs at the age of 16 when I'm constantly dodging police? They tryna lock me up right now I'm not getting what's going on In my city I know that I'm hated Because I'm self made greatness But now they just gotta witness me On the uprise while some become enemies And people tryna befriend me I remember you wasn't friendly The life I live is full of sin But yet we keep this deadly grin I know you well aware of what you do But yet you continue your life and all the sh** you wanna do Rest in peace to all my dead n***as Never said rest in heaven cause we did so much wrong That's god decision Only thing we can do is make a quick decision To keep our faith strong And pray up, you gotta really stay up In these local streets you n***as gotta keep the K up Because that's the life that we all live Drug dealer mixed with rap that's the sh** I am I chose this life in which I live And can't complain about the sh** 16 on my own, I'm tryna be like Diddy Combs Now he telling me to gone home I ain't even see the light yet I don't even need sleep n***a I'm a get it till I'm laid to rest Can't live with no regrets Modern day slave, but yet I'm f**ing blessed (x2) It's yo' option how you live Cause when that day come, it ain't no turning back (Hook) If I was to die soon what would you think If I was to die soon what would you feel? If I was to die soon what would you think? If I was to die soon what would you feel? These are questions in my mind that I constantly think At first I never cared but now this sh** getting to me So many turned on me, so I don't trust So many played with me, so I don't love I never had the option of having a father Only a mother and look what my actions then got me So what would you think? So what would you feel? If I died today If I died today What would you think? Or what would you feel? If I died today Tell me what you would think Tell me what you would feel