Da Assa**in - Closer lyrics

I wanna be closer, to you (Da Assa**in) What's up homie you know me, one of many with smile faces Still complaining about this life, full of pain with a small plate But I understand your plan, you the woman And now that I'm hurt, I desperately need to hold your hand Cause over the years this pain, has made our relationship much stronger I'm patient and much stronger, but still facing this bad karma For real it's too real, you see these vibes I'm getting Mistreated by my own blood, you hear these lies I'm getting But these guys forgive em, me too cause I am sinning Trying to find peace in places, the devil disguised and hidden I'm drowning in my own sin, realizing my pain Losing faith losing love, all flushed down the drain What can I do to maintain, I tried my friends and family Find myself alone in tears, dear God how can it be Or can it bell all for a reason, because I just need you Well if so then so it be, and let them see the message too (talking) Close, close I gotta get close You gotta keep a piece of mind, I know I do I ain't perfect (Da Assa**in) Dear God I'm scarred, I'm trying it's hard Your right it's easy, I'm close it's far It's dark I'm cold, I'm wrong I know I'm trying I'm dying, I'm crying my soul I'm searching for forgivness, I'm trying to do better I can't sleep it's six o'clock, and I'm writing you this letter Show my people I love em, because they breaking my heart Show me a sign, should we work it out or just stay apart I just wanna play apart, in your righteous path I can't drive this car alone, because I might just crash They say I take things too serious, I'm taking that serious And God to be serious, I think I'm too serious But you made me who I am, and Da Assa**in proud I don't know I don't know, what's beyond them clouds But I do know love, and I thought I thought that through you But sometimes I give out, and I don't know what to do (talking) I was just thinking, relationships No desire, how close you is to that person Now I messed up anyway (Da Assa**in) Dear God my baby's hurting, I don't know what to do So I sent a prayer out to her, guide her ship and help her through Help us makeit through this pain, I wanna learn this lesson I felt the love was so real, but it just wasn't destined A lot of questions lot of mistakes, and ended up where we at But that's that, and truthfully I wish i could take it back Do something different try harder, anything but that But that plus that, made me realize that And when I saw it face to face, I had to swallow that fact I learned alot from that what's that, That's nobody's bidness Just know I'm truthfully sorry, and ask for your forgiveness And God as my witness, I'm a very troubled man Thought I was right I wasn't, thought I did didn't understand But one thing I do know, if it was meant to be We'll get closer than maybe not, who knows we'll see (talking) Yeah close, I ain't gave up I ain't gon worry myself though Lastly, Girl I'm a get close bet that You are now with the world's greatest Da Assa**in, Wikid One, Serial k**a