It's unsuspecting, it seems to find us now When we least suspect It tries to pull us down Agonizing pain, this loss of life Rips through us now, this is our fight Everything's a painful reminder How could the world do this to me? And when I reach out to find you This world has taken you from me And if I ever said our time was not well spent Those are the times I wish for now it's my lament It is the crown I wear, it is the crown of shame Guilt I carry, to the world I place the blame I've gotta keep pushing and fighting and moving on When the pain is all I see I've gotta keep moving forward and moving on When the pain is all I need Everything's a painful reminder How could the world do this to me? And when I reach out for you This world has taken you from me I've gotta keep living for you They can't take you from me And as I scream out to you I hope that you hear me And if I ever said our time was not well spent Those are the times I wish for now it's my lament It is the crown I wear, it is the crown of shame Guilty I carry, to the world I place the blame I've gotta keep living for you The pain is all I need And as I scream out to you The pain is all I need Hope is all I see