d**h Before Dishonor - Dying Inside lyrics

I'm out of answers I can't explain this sh** What did I do to deserve this mess Turmoil finds a way to plague my days There's no way out of this f**ed up place I look ahead - maybe I'm just blind Looking back - it f**s up my mind My dreams are shattered No words can describe The way I feel The thoughts I hide I went to far too far this time Why can't I find What is my fate I pay no mind It's a f**ing lie nothing but a lie Can't see beyond - beyond my eyes This is too much I'm dying inside