Cyanotic - Beta Blocker lyrics

I haven't slept in so long It feels like weeks My mind's in overdrive now My muscles atrophied In fear of all the angles All the reasons I can't breathe Never sure if I can come away remitting this dependency In constant fear and doubt of d**h and all unsure I need something to calm my nerves now Nothing that the d** can't cure A total plague of worry In need of logic's reason Do I want these sedatives to settle all my doubt? Not sure of side effects or repercussions anymore Not sure if I want to feel the psychotropics anymore