Cyanotic - Beta Blocker (Detox) lyrics

I haven't slept in so long. It feels like weeks. My mind's in overdrive now. My muscles atrophied. In fear of all the angles. All the reasons I can't breathe. Never sure if I can come away remitting this dependency. In constant fear and doubt of d**h and all unsure. I need something to calm my nerves now. Nothing that the d** can't cure. A total plague of worry. In need of logic's reason. Do I want these sedatives to settle all my doubt? Not sure of side effects or repercussions anymore. Not sure if I want to feel the psychotropics anymore.