CTRL - Years Younger lyrics

The times have changed and so have we, Sit back and count the toll. I wonder what is happening To change me and my soul, it's the Friends have changed and so's the place, That I now call my home. The years are younger than my age, I promise not to lose control. Listen up and listen well The story that I say Never will forget the past In the past these thoughts must stay. I feel abandoned, bruised and scarred I lack the strength to stay. I wandered just a bit too far, My thoughts have seem to slip these days away. I stayed awake till morning, Just to think of what to say. How you left us all behind To pursue the happiness so you say. I k**ed myself for five long years, I begged for you to stay. In the end we hope that what you find Is better than what you just threw away. I only hope that you Will find what you're looking for I only hope that you Remembered what we came for Not to re-invent ourselves Or turn a blinded eye To those surrounding us Silence, rumours and the lies. I only hope that you Will find what you're looking for I only hope that I Can continue as before Determined to go on Without relief in sight I slowly shut the door On the chance of your reprise