[csd] - Nite Last lyrics

[VERSE: Jovan] I had a dream from a couple nights back But on a second thought that it might of happened nite last Suddenly have the nerve to put the pedal on the gas I don't care if I crash, I just wanna drive fast I must relax, and reinstate the facts What's going through your mind, is it something that I lack? You say that it's fine, clearly a, visual lie Suddenly seeing flaws that are opening the cracks Letting out what's inside of me I come with a blessing and a curse and that's oddity Don't wanna put you down, honestly If push comes to shove, then I guess that it fine with me... NOT I'm holding on to avoid retirement Cuz I'm struggling, to fit inside of your requirements I wish we had the feelings back when our eyes met Don't want you holding on to something you may regret Something you may regret, I guess, I guess Don't wanna put your things to the left, the left The things I can't change, I must accept If not accept, should respect And that's what makes it so complex! (GET AT ME!) Look at me, and say what's on your mind (GET AT ME!) Waiting for you to, swallow your pride (GET AT ME!) While I'm here, you took advantage when you had it You didn't wanna lose me so you quickly ran to grab it But you can't even have it, no more The type the love the I give isn't sold in the stores I am not available behind these closed doors And it's not for short-term so better find you a who*e I only want more, cuz I deserve the best And you're aware of that, so you packed your bags and left Don't think I hate you, but I'm feeling kinda livid But you are forgiven, and still in my retention It may be just a given [HOOK: J Harmony & Jovan] You say that you love me But it really don't mean a thing I was only tryna love you But you wasn't feeling the same Are you even sorry? Cuz you are still bringing the pain But you cannot refrain From playing silly games The hurt is in my heart and into the soul It's really hard to let a good thing go But this song's right here is to let you know Don't love at all if you can't love me whole OUTRO Same old games, Same old lies Its equivalent to stabbing me a dozen times And you keep coming back, I don't know what to do Do I kick you to the curb so or continue loving you?