[csd] - Emotive lyrics

HOOK (x2) Everything change when you pick up the reigns/ And now you feel ashamed from saying those things/ You never know where your words are about to go/ They could be messing with my head, going out of control/ VERSE ONE So, father father, it has been in honor/ You know it's all good.... (SIKE) never mind it was never no honor/ It makes me sad for having a man I should have had/ You wasn't even there and expect me to call you dad/ But I couldn't, different lingo/ It hurts inside, but I still smile, with my head high/ Few little cries, but I survived, and I have tried/ To do something with my life/ Sick of tired twiddling my thumbs you gotta recognize... And you're surprised!?/ Looking at me on the inside, stuck and confined/ Sitting here wondering, “WHY GOD WHY”/ From the things you put us through, and your other daughter hating you/ You was my superman, then I started finding out the truth/ Our family's lost without you, it really hurt us all/ Even though she said some things, it really hurt my mom/ But it's over now, you're out soon, it really made me see/ If you was really here, I would never become me/ So thank you. [HOOK (x2)] VERSE TWO Hold on, silence, everybody stop/ You're not supposed to nod your head until the beat drops/ There it goes, I recall my momma feeding me when I was three/ When we moved back to live with our family/ Since I've known, you've always made dad seem small/ You always gave yourself the credit but you couldn't have it all/ Understand, you cannot play the victim when you say that ish/ But there's two sides to the story, don't say what's irrelevant/ I mean it's hard, what should I say, who should I blame/ Maybe it's God sent lessons to us, it ain't a shame/ I mean, we didn't have alot, but we did have enough/ We should those tears, been through much, that all made us tough/ I'm sick of the pettiness, and I want it to be better/ Forever, we'll forget about it like it's whatever/ Your ways showed me the way to be more unified/ If we talked a little more, I wouldn't be writing these rhymes/ [HOOK (x2)] VERSE THREE It's very hard growing up and wondering/ Why you're too shy to talk to someone to make a friend/ You're like, “Why am I the way that I am?”/ You blame yourself, and need some help, and saying that you can't/ There's nothing wrong with who you are/ Being you sets you apart/ And you would only find that in your heart/ Cuz life's not guaranteed, so you better start embracing/ Living someone else's life is time that could be wasted/ So be smart, and don't give into the pressure/ Because you gotta make moves for what only works for you/ And friends are not forever, but there's some who stays true/ Who wants the best for you, who'll never turn on you/ I just wanna be accepted in this world/ Cuz I am only human, and like a woman's worth/ And everyday, I become a little stronger/ And destined to be bigger, and have a little honor/