Cryptic Wisdom - Hate Being Alone lyrics

I really wish that I could be there to tell you that I'm sorry And hug your head into my chest so you can feel my heartbeat And maybe after a couple of awkward stares We could shoot the breeze genuinely and depart from there But then again I know that I'm alone and there's a reason But the silence is the hardest part of it I've had to breathe in I stopped hanging with my friends soon as I got with you And now it's sort of bittersweet that all I've really got is you Make some way for the lonely man See I was jaded already to love and we blew it, the only chance You're probably right that I hate women The snakes in 'em are way venomous You could be anyone, that is a major mistake Finish, I'm done, give it a few days 'Cause we're so f**ing codependent On each other that it soothes pain So oblivious we're living where the noose hands But hey, at least we're not alone tonight What do you say? You don't love me You just hate being alone You just hate being alone You'd rather be unhappy I don't love you I just hate being alone I just hate being alone I'd rather be unhappy You probably won't even get to listen To the songs that I write for you, in light of our position But I could sense that ever since you've gotten separated From your husband and you went to me that you were captivated It didn't take you very long at all to like me Despite that I smoked ice in front of you On the night we first kicked it I was imperfection at its greatest, but it didn't matter to you I was there and you would take it Chatted all night with you and actually was nice to you I never did imagine that I'd get to share my life with you But it was good for me 'cause you were my disabler But soon as tables got to turning you were my enabler And there were so many moments I wanted out of it The only conversation that we had is when we'd shout a bit I think we liked it too, that's pretty f**ed up I feel like my blood's s**ed, this isn't what love does You don't love me You just hate being alone You just hate being alone You'd rather be unhappy I don't love you I just hate being alone I just hate being alone I'd rather be unhappy I hate it when you're there I hate it when you're gone I hate it that I had to turn this sh** into a song I never want to be with you again Psyche, I'm only joking baby You know that I love you to no end Maybe we can find some common ground and work it out On second thought, you need to get the f** out of my house So I can call you five minutes later, bring you back You can kiss me, and then flip your sh** And then we can relax You don't love me You just hate being alone You just hate being alone You'd rather be unhappy I don't love you I just hate being alone I just hate being alone I'd rather be unhappy