Cryptic One - Eternal Work in Progress lyrics

This was all all very neccesary Sometimes you just need to let it out right? This is one of them times So check it This is one of those apology songs Where i apologize to all the loved ones i done wrong Pardon me a sec, because that list is type long And I dont know where to start In these matters of the heart To those that pump the same blood Fam thats you That love for ya mom and dad Dont always shine through I hope you know it And if you didn't now you do I appreciate everything you've done and you do Have such great friends, tho at times i dont deserve you Emotions on lock down, dead bolts, curfews Yall held me down even when i pushed yall away Good looking All that pushing getting put away today This is the realest things I've ever wrote Most people i dont let em close Emotionally bellicose Learning to let go Eternal work in progress Trying to get better tho Openness a foreign concept This is my first stamp in that pa**port Turning a new leaf, sorry for being a bad sport Late to the airport, but better late than not at all Sick of waiting for that other shoe thats gonna fall And to that bird out west That sat through my stress and duress Impossible to impress Tough love when it was best Didn't make it out west to your ceremony Shoulda tried harder… bird, who better knows me? And to that wonder that is From the bottom of my blood pumper Got love for you miss You were always missed From the second things dipped to a mess Couldn't have handled that worse, i confess Sorry, I can hardly say that enough Sorry, saying it at all is still kinda tough Sorry, thankful yall ain't ever call my bluffs So sorry, see these connections never getting snuffed And to my bredren that are resting in that pirate cove That further region season was needed i was kinda cold So tough to open up when shut down mode was all ive known For the past few Cashew (nuts) Thank you for a second home And to them fans that dig the tunes That suffer my abuse of updates and coming soons All i can promise is ill try and do better It took me 6 years to see its tunes that keep me glued togther And yall make me wanna improve With every word i write… to every sample, chord, or groove I know im crazy yall… of this im very sure A little less crazed today than than the days before I owe you all I owe you all, fam, fans, and friends I love you all…… the end… nah this ain't pretend And if i never say it again… just press play Sorry……I dont know what else to say but Sorry,I can hardly say it enough Sorry, saying it at all is still kinda tough Sorry, thankful yall ain't ever call my bluffs Sorry, see these connections never getting snuffed…