Crush (CA) - Here lyrics

Sitting in the pouring rain, wondering how your night was spent I'm thinking of you And every time I caused you pain, the good times came and went What can I do? Everything about me screams goodbye, I know that you can read that in my face Ever even stop to wonder why? 'Cause I wonder, wonder, I wonder Wonder, wonder, I wonder Chorus: I'm taking my chances, Letting down my defenses I'm open for something that's just not there And it's leaving me blinded, to the chance I may find it And all I keep thinking is I don't wanna be here Driving by the house again, I see you let the flowers die That isn't like you So I guess I'll just believe it then, wilted roses never lie So it has to be true And every morning when I rise above the memory of you running through my head It shouldn't be so hard to be in love, and I wonder, wonder, I wonder Wonder, wonder, I wonder Chorus Bridge: I know there's something ringing in my ears Oh I've got to get myself far away from here Chorus: X2 I'm open for something that's just not there