Cruiserweight - Vacation/vacate lyrics

a bowling ball in water it's a chore not to sink this new life without you oh, the possiblities are fleeting and i tried so hard to engineer this trip now i know my magic wand was just a ruler keeping space between us a metaphorical home for your neglected, loner heart it was unwise to think that your residencywould be enduring and i'll sleep in the middle of my bed pretending that it's natural 'cause after all i am just a vacation that you decide you can vacate at any old time and at the ceremony step up to receive your prize "most likely to bail" it's amazing you never thought you earned this i turn 95 degrees just to think straight now you can't see me I can't feel you and you arrived so triumphantly singing your love making heads lean toward you now we'll keep on trying and i'll still keep fighting to find all the notes that were lost on dead air that you breathe and you tried to fake and fly but unsuccessfully 'cause soon you'll be seeing your reflection in my eyes and i'll sleep in the middle of my bed trying to forget every word you said i'll never forget what you said