Crucifix - Splinter lyrics

The world is cold as a winter And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter [Verse 1: Bubba Sparxxx] I got a whole lot of issues that are unresolved I went 2 weeks without seeing nobody, just my dog His name is Blao, he's the closest thing to a child I may ever have, I'm selfish as hell, why lie Too self absorbed of relationships, still I try From time to time to find me one for my life And my patterns are hard for a decent woman to Respect or accept, so who*es I keep em' comin through In the bed with a babbling b**h that loves me And she bad it's just some about it's ugly After we finish, I hate when she try to touch me It ain't her fault, that's just me I slowly weigh down, but I ain't perfect though Relapse is a record that I done heard before And I'm no Marshall Mathers, I'm talking Andy Mathis I'm talking deadly habits, it's so sad and tragic [Hook] The world is cold as a winter And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter I know I'm a sinner But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away Cause I'm cold as the winter And life done got up under my skin like a splinter I know I'm a winner But all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith today [Verse 2: Bubba Sparxxx] I tried my best to be so good to some folks The same people showed me betrayal up close The flip side of that coin is I've been negligent With a lot of my real friends I never meant To let a day turn into a month and then a year Without speaking to you, I know that it appears I just forgot about y'all but really in truth I forgot about me too, this igloo I built around myself it's so frigid And it ain't melting away, I don't dig it I know life is gone, I'm gon' miss it It's like it never was here, if you don't live it I think about the past and get so livid What the f** was you thinking, I don't get it You so capable, personality magnetic Life could have been so good if you had let it [Hook] The world is cold as a winter And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter I know I'm a sinner But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away Cause I'm cold as the winter And life done got up under my skin like a splinter I know I'm a winner But all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith today [Verse 3: Bubba Sparxxx] I may not be the sh** to you but where I come from Them people love Bub, therefor I must just Stay faithful, the lord got his hands on me And you don't hate me, you just don't understand, homie There from humble beginnings I saw limitless Possibility, fear was my only nemesis Along the way I forfeited my innocence But that is ok, thank you lord For all the pain, the affliction It's like a mirror in my face that I need to see All my loss, my addiction Showed me something that I really needed to know about me It's like a shape to me, you're more than me k**ing this heart is controlling me Though I'm out of control, you still order me Folding me up inside your hands and the words don't come [Hook] The world is cold as a winter And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter I know I'm a sinner But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away Cause I'm cold as the winter And life done got up under my skin like a splinter I know I'm a winner But all I can do is pray, let me make it through the day Let me make it through the day