All the chances I've got, it wasn't enough to give myself a nasty reputation Got a hole in my head, got a big fat bed but nothing to do with all the leisure Gotta go, gotta do anything to stay sane, I wanna be delighted Now I'm talking to the wall, anything to k** the silence It feels like d**h All the feelings I k**ed, it wasn't enough to save myself from swallowing my tongue And all I have is a pain in my darkest room and voices talking right behind me Are they laughing at me I don't care I don't mind, I'll never be a victim But now I'm standing on the edge, anything to k** the silence Surrounded by the world But in the end there's no one there It feels like d**h It feels like d**h It's nothing I can run from There's nowhere I can hide When it feels like d**h It feels like d**h All I'm asking for is one little thing to disappear from my head Take away this rotten one, growing stronger Taking over me It feels like d**h Feels like d**h It's nothing I can run from There's nowhere I can hide When it feels like d**h It feels like d**h When it feels like d**h