Crown Bella - Love Jones lyrics

[Verse 1] I hide my feelin's just to show how cold hearted I am So when that I tell you that I love you, you think I be lyin' But this is real, you came in my life perfect timin' Thought I was ready, knew I had it down to a science He was from the west side, I was from the north Stay with him every night so I was back and forth Came in undecided, I just took a course Didn't wanna fall in love, it was an act to force It was lick first grade again, we was always stayin' in Never hated on me, I was somethin' like his favorite About to start a life, we was talkin' and debatin' it Told me I'm the only girl he wanna have a baby with Man, I love it when he say that sh** Love it when I'm with him, always made me feel safe and sh** Thought it was illusional, maybe it was But that's what happens when I feel and think I'm in love [Hook] That is why I always pa** 'cause the love never last long enough And the feelin's almost never strong enough I'm givin' up, but I don't think I had enough It's like a drug, man, this love sh** is rough And I'm just so scared to love, to love And I'm just so scared to love, to love [Verse 2] He said he believe in us, he don't belivin' in me He said I act like a thug, I said that's the G in me He said I know that it's hard but you can lower your guard I said I'm not f**in' with you but I'll be over tomorrow I was cookin' and cleanin', I was creatin' a buzz I was thinkin' 'bout him, forgettin' I was the star Thought he was chasin' the sack, I had the wrong with the bud On some real DMX sh**, that was my dog I won't fall, this ain't no diamond in no effect I go right back to the track, lose it all and get it back I was never into that, you wanna leave, you can step I'm so high up on the jet, I'll forget you ever left I'll forget you ever dip, I will grind on some sh** If God forgives sin, I will even leave here rich So expect me to win, in exception with no sin And if we ever meet again [Hook] That is why I always pa** 'cause the love never last long enough And the feelin's almost never strong enough I'm givin' up, but I don't think I had enough It's like a drug, man, this love sh** is rough And I'm just so scared to love, to love And I'm just so scared to love, to love