Cronicbeats - Hidden Scars lyrics

[Verse 1: Laron Pierce] A rebel at night who dismiss his family took em out of his life I don't need such nonsense to Battle with liars and cheaters who hide bunch of secrets Man f** a wrath of a demon I got hidden scars that i never really spoke about Melinda left me alone by walking out As She suffered by being schizophrenic People told me about it but never been more specific Years ago before I was born something happen to her No one know if she got drugged or got train ran through her All I know she got f**ed right in front of me Dude poison her mind and soul abundantly All this time I believe what she said about my father She lied to me now I don't wanna be bother I covered up this pain for so long But thats never gonna change cause I got this scar [Verse 2: Laron Pierce] Reggie Dotson was my only big brother I look up to as a role model and a father We never argue or fight we were just cool He smiles under his wave cap being so smooth He was there for me and I was there for him No matter what it takes I wish he could smile again Before then he was married with a family After then his d**h was a f**in tragedy He pa**ed away with a smile while having multiple seizures His whole funeral turned into a theater Both of my families turned each other And i was in the middle of it thinking about my brother I was only the one that was in alot of pain I lost a father figure thats why I went insane To a point that I lost so many friends and all But that ain't gonna change cause I got this scar [Verse 3: Laron Pierce] Reshilda called my grandmother an old b**h She cross that line she really didn't deserve the sh** But at the same time my grandmother is mean as f** Disrespect my career like I was sh** outta luck Speaking of family they never had respect for me On my wishes nor my career but sympathy All they can do is grieve on Reggie's d**h I was suicidal because i feel like I have nothin left The only person LP trust is Laron Daviston I never look back every since Ive been lied to all the secrets were hidden from me I turned Heel As I dismissed my family All the trust and respect for them is gone What k**s me in the end what makes me strong I covered up this pain for so long But this will never change cause I got this scar