Criss Angel - Fear lyrics

I live in the past I can't move on beyond the pain I feel no release I want to find my peace of mind My fear (come on) - it's holding me stillborn My fear (come on) - I'll never be again (don't fear) You stole the innocence From a child to be no more Blinded by the silence Afraid to speak a word Thinking on the times of my demise and I wish it wasn't me the victimized and I don't know really can't see how I really couldn't k** the mother who violated me