$crim - Handzum $uicide lyrics

[Verse 1: $lick $loth] Deranged from the blood stains all over my brain Just another day this k**er train is riding down your way I'm f**ing starting to unthread These voices that's in my head I got a romance with the dead and sleeping in river beds Damaging my organs To me they just ain't important I'm a different kind of breed The one that don't even breathe The one you ain't gotta feed Just rob and take what I need f**in' product of the $uicide f**in' spawn of Satan Cutting on my wrist while these women fornicating I'm debating to take my life Forsaking by sacrafice Mistaken for something nice [Verse 2: Yung Plague] Pile of ashes is my final form Got a roll of duct tape and a rag soaked in chloroform Flies swarm because my body's warm Shatter the urn See my blowing in the wind like a scattered storm Grey matter splattered in front of the corner store Saw that when I was 14 walking around the 2nd ward Send him to the 7th floor Ended up with floor seats to something I didn't want to see Now that scene is in my head every time I go to sleep When I dream I rest in peace knowing I'll be dead Earth will be my final bed Poison me with lead Inject it into my f**ing head [Verse 3: Rozz Dyliams] Pressure Pressure How do I dear deal with all this pressure In my way It's in my lungs It's in my thoughts It's in my brain A guilty conscience some might say I'm paranoid and locked away A withering weed in the garden that God wasn't suppose to save (locked up in an open grave) Reading King James Bible With a couple quotes erased but kept the ones that made me smile Do I really see everything for what it is Or is it that I can't see anything with such a bad case of denial When I die then put my body in a boat And light it on fire push me out to sea and let the wind do what I mighta No matter whatever I feel about anything It wasn't until I burned all my bridges it made my future brighter