Crematorium - Through Adversity lyrics

Don't see any sign of life I consider these sins as such as life I can't see anything shining through I can't turn the cheek To your hand of doom Trick wires pulse as the season is lost What you have suffered is not what you've lost Writing yourself until nothing is gone Loosing yourself within this day Watching youself swimming in cost Running yourself until the symptoms are lost Alone with ones self I'm staring at the sun Watching myself witness the end I'm staring at the son Asking myself is this the end I'm staring at the sun Watching myself Is this the end This is your life in hell Washing sin in the racist sun again Want to know why this life is times again Wash myself in these lifeless times again And I was taught to do unto others Before I do unto myself Washing in chemicals Everything's lost Loosing the lies that we've studied so well Bury yourself to nothing at all costs Living yourself like there's nothing to trust I don't see any sign of life Watching these sins through my bloodshot eyes Loosing myself unto times of disgrace Loosing the life until nothing is left These are the tools used to bury this life Bury myself goodbye to my lies I stand against the grain Only to loose Again I'm staring at the sun Watching myself witness the end I'm staring at the son Asking myself is this the end I'm staring at the sun Watching myself Is this the end Forever I shall lay Silent With myself