Creepmime - My Soul Frayed Bare lyrics

Picture a man with his life in his hands consumed by the d**h of his dreams clutching at straws he dreams no more a desolate figure, I am he my agony fuelled by the shadows I ruled I hide from the world in the dark outwardly sane, I conceal my pain life's touch cold steel in my heart Wanting fearing facing life alone I'm not hearing your reasons, so leave me alone I'm on the brink of insanity, I think consumed by flames of desire the two-faced divinity a victim of tragedy the flames now its funeral pyre but the d**h still walks and the divinity talks I'm facing it day by day each glimse a hell I've come to know so well see the idealist pay Assaulted by the day, my inner world's grey-desolation I'll take what I can though I hate what I am-abomination alcoholic retreat instead of facing defeat-rejection narcotic escape before it's too late-deception I've invested my soul in achieving this goal made pacts sworn oaths taken vows I never realized each pact has two sides what hope for my soul now? we're both still here, one light one dark though the cyclone now lies dead so let's both dream of things we won't see of worlds that will never be said