[Verse 1: Creative Gold] This is all real, the pain that I feel Hope that you can feel it too Cause sh** I do it for you This is lyrical therapy Changing lives I better be I'm laughing at all of these Flow Jo's they put ahead of me I'm feeling like Kareem in the 70's Now I'm in the game I hope they I'm a never leave Everybody talking Swag this swag that I'm really a lyricist I'm not into the swag rap What you gonna tell a n***a like me Honestly I shoulda had a good deal When I was 17 So when I see Joey Bad doing good Salute to the young g Doing it big for the hood Been gone for awhile Took some time Cleared my mind Just to make it clear I don't f** with you queers Throw dirt on my name A chysanthenum from the soil You wanna see me fail Your dreams I'm sad to spoil Declaring it now XXL Fresh 10 Depth in my words Deeper than men In some of these trends To the women that I've been with Girl I know you feel it The industry that you kept me from I'm bout to k** it RIP to my family Always walk with their spirit You wanna know who I f** with The f** up outta my business Dropped a lot of friendships Still dropping more Guarantee if you look down See some on the floor I know they linger, got a lot of bandwagon hopefuls Reciting my lyrics & saying they love my vocals For sure, you ain't one of the fans That I spoke to So why would I ever approach you Bounce that on the protools [Verse 2: Creative Gold] This a introduction to my life This ain't just a intro Ambition of riding in that All black benzo I'm a underachiever In a room full of more According to politics But the government Such a eye sore All these little kids In the room talking fashion Behind a mac screen In a world so serene Guys that write about Other guys think they poppin' Scared for life Pray to the Bishop, Loughlin In the booth, I deliver Malone Drew Stockton Big up my engineer We talking over this year The Era what up Zombie what up ASAP what up New York what up