Crazy Town - Change lyrics

Now in these cynical times are sterotypical minds Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute i climb Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what i'll find I'm like a flower in a cave another hour in the maze I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways The sun is shining but i'm catching minimal rays It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase My life is like a battle that i'll probably never win Cause i keep thinking big and risking everything Life's a challenge and i wonder if i'll ever find the balance Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change Can i change, Would i change or am i always gonna be the same? I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (My life is twisted) Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change Can i change, Would i change or am i always gonna be the same? I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (My life is twisted ) My fingers pointing in the mirror i'm the one now (one now) I see my shadow in the sun dial (sun dial) Am i really out of change put my freedom in a cage Slow down, Man i got a son now It's nothing new they all said it, and i knew it But i had to go through it myself, i'm hard headed But that's the only way that i learn Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns Change this change that, change is full of lies I remain the same cat, wear a good disguise Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye So if i change i'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I? Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change Can i change, would i change or am i always gonna be the same? I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (My life is twisted) I wanna run but if i run i'm only running from myself Would it be easier if i was someone else? (Changes) I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned Relearning all the lessons that i've already learned On a highway To a destination i've earned So many exits but i never bothered to turn I'm like a piece of shard gla** Laying on the frame of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain Sometimes i feel just like the devil's guinea pig He's watching me just to see how deep i can dig I admit i'm f**ed up and got a lot to learn So i'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges i burn Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change Can i change, would i change or am i always gonna be the same? I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (My life is twisted) Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change (Will I) Will i ever change (Can I) Can I ever change (Will I) Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change (Will I) Will i ever change (Can I) Can I ever change (Will I) Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change But the world wants to blame it on me (My life is twisted)