Crazy Town - Beautiful lyrics

Now when the sh** goes down I'm always forced to grow Forced to see all the things that I still don't know And if theres one thing I learned its that its never to late To take a f**ed up life to a beautiful state Because I came from the bottom so I treasure the top At times it seems these dreams are just a long shot When the worlds crashing down and the drama won't stop Your chained to the past and you can't break the lock 'Cause nothing could be more beautiful Then watching the whole world crumbling down on me So beautiful, so beautiful, To witness the end How far will I go? and will I grow? Will I learn to know?.. My addiction used to hold me like a lover feeling lonely I was numbered by broken dreams and what I felt the world owed me I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen My soul was cold and drowning from the tears I tried to hold in Overwhelmed by my emotions and haunted by the past My head was over-heating and my heart was in a cast My mind was in the gutter, my a** was in a sling Driven by destruction, young and f**ing everything 'Cause nothing could be more beautiful Then watching the whole world crumbling down on me So beautiful, so beautiful, To witness the end How far will I go? and will I grow? Will I learn to know?.. How far now will I go and will I grow? Beautiful, so beautiful, so beautful, beautiful 'Cause nothing could be more beautiful Then watching the whole world crumbling down on me So beautiful, so beautiful, To witness the end