Craig Jones - Metabolic lyrics

[Verse 1] Gone, I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me out of the way Once inside, all I hold is ash Fail, suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every f**ing right to hate you I can't take it The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you [Chorus] My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're k**ing me [Verse 2] Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default, you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way To face everyday with this face, goodbye [Chorus] [Bridge] When I blur my eyes, they make the whole World breath, I see you f**ing me And I am absolutely controlling every urge To mutilate the one and only answer So much for memories I want to dress in your insecurities And be the perfect you, I'm through I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go, the ultimate irony [Chorus] k**ing me