Cradle Of Filth - Discourse Between a Man and His Soul lyrics

I look back on the books of my life I've written so well Father I fell Farther I fell For coveted girls and the sins that follow them I have loved and laughed enough for half a battalion of foes But nobody knows of my inner demeanour but thee Nightmares Slink in their dark lairs Thinking of plots where Everything rings with the sting of depravity As thou have seen I have not always danced on the edge of the world I have oft lost my mind In labyrinths, blind And broken my bread with the flies I just don't want to die Without thee by my side Satеd and beautiful I will struggle with keys at thе gate Never a saint, far from decency's grace True to my heart Bearing off-the-chart latitudes Father I fell Farther I fell A reckless Rakehell with misdeeds that still honour me I see now that beauty held me mesmerised under a spell Father I fell Farther I fell Down slick mythic wells Where emptiness swallowed me I have lived and gasped enough For more than ten thousand shadows But nobody knows of my innermost demons but thee Nightmares Slink in their dark lairs Eyes are aflame there Waiting to sink their despicable teeth into me As thou have seen I have not always danced on the edge of the world I have succoured and fought Like a fu*ker for naught But the right to be left to my dreams Finally soul I am free Joyously thralled to recalled memories of yore So before I pass I must see thee if only once more Oh my beautiful friend I will love thee until the end is nigh And in time I'll find thee in my arms on the vast other side Father I fell I look back on the books of my life I've written so well Father I fell Farther I fell, a reckless Rakehell With misdeeds that still honour me I see now that beauty held me mesmerised under a spell Father I fell Farther I fell, down slick mythic wells Where emptiness swallowed me