Covenant - Not To Be Here lyrics

If I thought that you could stand I wouldn't hold you like I do If I thought that I could live my life with someone else than you As you turned your head to listen to what I could never say In a moment of regret I almost gave it all the way That I need you to love myself That I need you to be strong I'll do anything to make this disappear I'll do anything not to be here If I thought that I could stay I wouldn't leave you like I do If I thought that in million days just one we'd make it through And every morning as you whisper I must never let you go I would give away my live if only I could let you know