Cousin Frankie - After School lyrics

Part 1 Yo yo, whats up? this is as loud as it goes? Yo it's John Ciggs the suburban kid. At this point I want to thank Cousin Frankie for giving me the platform to rap on. Yo it's just inside I feel like I was dying, and I looked around and I did not see one soul crying Verse: I've been searching, i've been lurking for some purpose Ive been frozen in this ocean, is it worth it? I've been focused on the motion but i'm slowly loosing focus And I gave it all it's worth and now i'm worthless Screaming curses downing chemicals and potions Cousin coming with that potent, should I smoke it? I feel the urges, I see Satan in these churches And i'm burning with the verdict that I'm hopeless Eh am i hopeless? I've been giving all it's worth, and now i'm worthless Eh am i hopeless? Cause I've been smoking chemicals and potions I think i'm hopeless Part 2 Verse: Grab the *School bell* and then I breathed it in I've been doing good for long I think I need some sin Just to balance out my weaknesses My vision's getting hazy dawg The medicine is seeping in So i pa**ed it off And then I pa**ed a cough The same cough that get Dennard going astronaut I fear I'm lost, a fear of getting caught Got my thoughts running back and forth Cross like olympic sports So I lay back And feel the world spin I'm feeling kinda free but still I feel I'm in a whirlwind How long's it last? How long are we gon pa**? How many chances do we have? And will we do this till the world ends? Member? Our vision was enhanced and we thought it was the man Who got a glance of the stash My heart was racing fast, when I saw the light flash When in fact it was security, wanting us to scram Now tell me was that happenstance? Me and my brothers blessed at the circumstance