Course Of Nature - Could I've Been lyrics

Could I've been Something more than what I've become Really wonderful than some Then today I heard a sade sad song I sang And it was wonderful with pain And stop believing and I started thinking It could be my mind That's got me all choked up inside With thoughts of all those fears I hide And I stop thinking how I start believing We could share our time that means nothing If you aren't mine I knew you cared about me Because people love to be loved too I step aside and watch my life pa** me by You were supposed to be my wife And stop believing, then I start thinking And now I find that this thorn stuck in my side Is all that's left of foolish pride And I stop thinking now I start believing