Counting Crows - Speedway lyrics

I get so nervous i'm shaking Get's so i got no pride at all Gets so bad but i just keep coming back for more Guess i just get off on that stuff Thinkin' about taking some time Thinkin' about leaving soon I got some things i can't tell anyone Got some things i just can't say They're the kind of things no one knows about I just need somebody to talk to me I'm thinkin' about leaving tomorrow I'm thinkin' about being on my own Think i been wasting my time I'm thinkin' about getting out I'm thinkin' about getting out In all this time, the bottom line's You don't know how much i feel You say you see But i don't agree Don't know, don't know how i feel Just trying to get myself some gravity You're just trying to get me to stay Sometimes i sit here looking down upon los angeles Sometimes i'm floating away I'm thinkin' about breaking myself I'm thinkin' about getting back home I think i been waiting for way too long Thinkin' bout getting out Thinkin' bout getting out Thinkin' bout getting out