Cortez - F*** Up lyrics

[Verse 1:] How could I be so stupid? I took my guard down And everything spilled out How could I let them do this? Silenced all the doubt Tried to work it out, yeah [Pre-Chorus 1:] Every word, every text didn't mean a thing I was so blind as I tried to numb the pain But I'm not that dumb Yeah, I knew everything But you came with a left so I looked right Trying hard not to fight [Chorus:] But f** that I'll take a shot, pour it up in your memory Start from square one, k** everything I'll light a match, keep it lit for the little things Cause that's how you got me I'll throw a punch at the bag like it's your face Take one more drink for all of the time we'd waste I'll let you go, disappear without a trace So I don't f** up again [Verse 2:] We used to be inseparable Just riding with the windows down Jamming with the music loud Vibing, can you feel that loud? Like a quiet storm, we don't make a sound I didn't make a sound so you'd stick around [Pre-Chorus 1:] Every word, every text didn't mean a thing I was so blind as I tried to numb the pain But I wasn't dumb Yeah, I saw everything But you came with a left so I dipped right Couldn't avoid the fight [Chorus:] But f** that I'll take a shot, pour it up in your memory Start from square one, k** everything I'll light a match, keep it lit for the little things Cause that's how you got me I'll throw a punch at the bag like it's your face Take one more drink for all of the time we'd waste I'll let you go, disappear without a trace So I don't f** up again Again... So we don't f** up again... [Bridge:] I hope you feel every blow, every punch I hope you feel it in your gut when you're drunk I hope you feel every blow, every punch I hope that everybody knows when you're drunk Every blow, every... Every blow, every... [Chorus:] But f** that I'll take a shot, pour it up in your memory Start from square one, k** everything (Start from square one) I'll light a match, keep it lit for the little things (I'll keep it lit) Cause that's how you got me (I'll keep it lit, hey) I'll throw a punch at the bag like it's your face (Throw a punch at the bag) Take one more drink for all of the time we'd waste I'll let you go, disappear without a trace (I'll let you go, yeah) So I don't f** up again (f** up again...) [Outro:] I hope you feel every blow, every punch I hope you feel it in your gut when you're drunk I hope you feel every blow, every punch I hope that everybody knows when you're drunk Every blow, every...