Corpus Delicti - Staring lyrics

I used to take the night when it comes I used to take the night as it falls My body enfolded in it's velvet pall My bloody thoughts in it's foggy call I used to lay down by the hill And watched the darkness, standing still My head in pain among the cold My hands grazed of growing old I used to wake up with the moon Praying for the sun to die soon Lost in the wake of a brand new world Burying myself in another birth I've tried to run through the tide But always fell before I fly I used to get caught in the clouds With blood on my face, with the strangest smile Hoping for the wind to carry me away Wishing for a wave to be another day I used to climb above the walls Made by the sound of the voices, cold I used to try to touch the air But always found a deep despair Always lost, bewitched by the night Deep in a black ocean, scared by the night Now, I'm fed up with staring At the black sky, suffering There's a coffin, waiting for me somewhere With nothing to see inside and no reason to stare I used to sleep close to the stars But never fell the shining fire Fighting for the eternal life Looking for the k**ing knife I used to take the night when it comes I used to take the night as it falls My body enfolded in it's velvet pall My bloody thoughts in it's foggy call A wake in a gloomy world With k**ing mirrors that never glitter Now, I'm fed up with staring At the black sky, suffering There's a coffin, waiting for me somewhere With nothing to see inside and no reason to stare And devil is waiting for me somewhere I'm coming I don't know where I close the door...