Corpse - Agoraphobic lyrics

yeah, yeah, hey Cause, I can't do sh*t right, I can't learn my lesson I can't do sh*t right, take anti-depressants Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate fu*kin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day Got a lot of bad sh*t that I'm taking to my grave Got a fu*kin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it 'Cause I'll age another fu*kin' thousand days before I know it Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin' But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic Aight, these lines are the last one you'll get I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay What's the point? I'm not okay What's the point? I'm not okay This sh*t is fu*kin' difficult