Cookbook - Crush(ed) lyrics

[Intro] All the crush addicts All you [?] who had a crush It's just a crush To everybody who once had a crush it's just a crush [Verse 1] Been in love once like a [?] Pressing to learn my lesson My stress in relationships Imagine if I came to grips with maturity Nothing's pure in me keep my thoughts to myself But if everything went my way I'd have all forms of wealth I'd have the picket fence two story house beautiful wife and kids A garden three car garage and awesome show biz But this ain't happened yet except when I lay me down to sleep I'm only 21 I'm trying to sew so I can reap I'm just a little one, and to Him I belong Cause my thoughts are so weak while His are so strong Visions of my fictitious wife and fictitious life experience And utter bliss and I'm wondering where is this I've only kissed one and I've only liked three Cause most are pretty outside but their thoughts are ugly She bugs me 'cause she's almost too good to be true Lookin' jazzy in blue and what am I to do [Hook] See I dream in technicolor Want to see the world Live a beautiful life with a beautiful girl And I ain't trying to write a song just to tell you what I mean but (I'll be your milk and honey) See I dream in technicolor Want to see the world Live a beautiful life with a beautiful girl And I ain't trying to write a song Just writing a song (I'll be your milk and honey) [Verse 2] I don't know where to start because I'm lost for words Thoughts deserved are never heard And like a nerd I be feelin' observed when I observe her in my presence It's always hesitant [?] From week to week I deal with thoughts Being held in captivity by a female with no intentions of activities dealing with s**ual pleasures Measuring life together forever with her as my wife Never underestimating the fact that it may take place soon If I keep waiting to act I'll have to take chase After my position as a contestant To receive my blessing which I believe is destined And also destined to [?] suggesting That what might get left is a response to the question I need to just then be [?] 'Cause I'm sick of picking petals talking to flowers to count so [Hook] See I dream in technicolor Want to see the world Live a beautiful life with a beautiful girl And I ain't trying to write a song just to tell you what I mean but (I'll be your milk and honey) See I dream in technicolor Want to see the world Live a beautiful life with a beautiful girl And I ain't trying to yeah trying to write a song yah (I'll be your milk and honey) [Verse 3] It was perfect in my mind I tried to put my plan in time but had no backup Sort of spontaneous so I figured that it lacked such ingredients to make it work I'm introduced observe her beauty Intimidated and decide that what I jerk I could be I'm not true to me but I'm truly crushed And my crush is too much And I s** in such clutch situations I'm patient trying to figure out solutions But if she's not into me then my ego takes a bruising I'd rather not know than face the facts of rejection But if we never talk then we make no connection My selection is too close to perfection Spend more time with God and He'll give me some direction Athletic energetic beautiful and God fearing Knowing all happiness and nearing Another healthy reaction Another piercing portion of reality [?] But I blame myself for being less than inadequate mack I wish that I could take it all back The fact that I told her too much but didn't tell her enough Hopefully flattery will boost my luck [Outro] Haaaaaaa yeah (I'll be your milk and honey) Traveling through the cities of life You wonder I know you wonder 'Cause I, I wonder too (I'll be your milk) We on level (laughter) We level up ladies (laughter) Oh man That's great guys Wrap it up