Convoj - My Biggest Loss lyrics

A kiss in my neck Could have been something great But I was sure to wreck That tender affection shown Was sufficient to hush every moan But I was too eager to define It was a waste of time Those arms so very torn That blue jersey used to keep me warm How come a lovely memory like this Evokes the same ill as that tender kiss? Why waste my time on what will decline? Don't cheer, I am a liar It's just a waste of air When you get no response Preferred your speechless admire Who wouldn't? I know it seems ambiguous Well it is, I rarely say what I mean This is my biggest loss But surely they'll be bigger I long for old friends, so many things done With nothing to repent To submit felt so good I would repeat if I just could Defy my mind I act like everyone I hate And I hate them because they act like me It is so hard to prove your faith With all them marks so easy to see I run for time, I want what's mine