Convictions - Earth//Born lyrics

I feel the earth suffocating me 'cause I was born to make mistakes I'll live and learn, lead and love I've been disregarding the greatest discoveries My eyes are blind. My will's withered weak I am the flaw. I am the fake I'm not afraid to admit that I was wrong Honestly, I was lying to myself Honestly, I've been lying all along It's just nobody in this world seems to be listening You see, we're selfish creatures with dead-end virtues just digging our own graves Although this path is walked alone, if it's by faith and not by sight you'll never go astray God, I'm perfectly incomplete God, I repeat and repeat God, I'll let the truth be told, I've lost my soul to the world I'm not afraid to admit that I was wrong Honestly, I was lying to myself Honestly, I've been lying All along I've been hiding behind my faith I'm not that strong, conforming so that I can relate You would give anything to leave this place What will it take for you to realize you're better than this? Was this all just a part of your plan to question everything I am? Reborn. Reclaimed. Saved from the delusions of man I am unworthy of Your grace, the forgiveness You shed, every time I ignore Your voice And just turn away Please understand I'm not that man I was just a runaway I'm not afraid to admit that I was wrong Honestly, I was lying to myself Honestly, I've been lying all along All along I've been hiding behind my faith I'm not that strong, conforming so that I can relate Judgements come, they come from every move I make All along my faith has been my crutch, my escape I've been taking my forgiveness for granted