Conveyer - Surrendering lyrics

You don't care about me or what I say Cast me out so I stay away Nothing special; wasted space In the way and out of place I live my life so I'm not alive Fade away until I die Nothing to give and not a thing to take I want to try, but I'm too late I'm selfish, ungrateful, a coward incapable of showing the love I didn't know I had My bitterness is taking over Blinded by what I can't see But I know that I hate the world that's always hated me Why is it so hard to see what's so hard for me to separate these things? Right or wrong, truth or not I won't let this world take my life from me I've had enough I had a thought placed inside my head I've had enough of this world that speaks for d**h I had a thought. It was placed in my head But I won't give up I'll beat out d**h instead I won't give up Don't give up on me I can't stand aside and let the world decide what's right for me. I won't surrender I'll lift my eyes, and not a flag I won't surrender I'll live to see another day I won't surrender I'll lift my eyes I'm not afraid