Conveyer - Nothing lyrics

I'll never be good enough I'll just hang my head as smiles grace your faces like you understand But you don't know all the struggles that I face; All the burdens on my plate; all the joy that's been erased I've never felt so separated, disconnected, and so hated I feel nothing from the things that surround me So what does it matter if I give nothing back? I don't feel anything Help me feel anything; anything at all What do You see in me? I don't see anything What do You see in me? Was I worth the cost? I know how it goes, "Your debt's paid in full" But how can I hold on when I sink down this low? I can't bear the weight of all my mistakes Can You take them from me or am I too late? God, I need some sympathy I need some direction in front of me A guiding light; a flicker of hope to take me back to the life I know (I know) God, I need You now