Conveyer - Eulogy lyrics

I made my choice a long time ago My purpose set in stone Pardoned and cleared, no longer adhering to the grave Cut off from the atrocities I've made To separate myself from a world to which I can't relate Souls segregated from Your sustainment We all deserve to die alone Free me from the spirit of malignancy, from the big nothing The human condition that I know With the clock closing out on existence, my downfall will be my resistance We all deserve to die, but I don't want to fade away Living behind this mask I've made has only left me bound in chains Will You please carry me across the void? Can You fill this hole inside my heart? This is a dead-end crossing without Your voice I've heard Your calling and I've made my own choice The gaping nothing has my soul in a vice Can You take this d**h from me and then replace it with life? There's nothing good here left for me on this earth But a six-by-three, six feet down in the dirt The longer I'm here, the light fades away And as far as I am concerned, the worms can eat today End my life, I'll give up the ghost No longer bound to the fire Send me home, I don't want to live here anymore Where we live apart from Love, where we think that God is not enough You can leave flowers on my grave knowing that I never wanted to stay