ContakZ - Voice lyrics

[Verse 1: Caz Cray] Most of my life I've been silent, just livin' my life in the shadows But I'm mentally stuck in a crisis, where I feel like I'm fightin' a battle With all of the people I ride with, they treat all my words like they're prattle Well now I'm done with being quiet, so get ready to hear me ramble Cuz I feel my heart starting to fade, I can feel myself goin' insane And I try my best to explain, but I feel they don't see the pain Ironic, the ones that adore me, seem to be the same ones who ignore me Do they just portray their love poorly, or am I actin' immaturely? I don't think that it's the latter when all of my words just don't seem to matter And when I talk, it goes through one of theirs, then out of the other, like I'm not a factor I'm so frustrated, feels like my kindness is constantly wasted I really hate it, and then they got the audacity to ask me why I'm so jaded When they're the reason that I feel like I'm all alone when I'm mentally feeling so grievous The people that tell me they love me are never around when I'm fighting my demons The moment I finally make it, I bet that they'll tell me that they miss me dearly At the end of the day, the music I make is the only way they'll ever hear me [Hook: Caz Cray] I've been suffering in silence, and they paid me no mind I been stuck inside the shadows for a really long time It feels like they forgot about me, well I'm here to remind You that the World is gonna hear me when it's my time to shine Y'all ain't gonna have any choice Everybody's gonna hear my voice Y'all ain't ever gonna k** this noise Hell naw you ain't takin' my joy My vibe y'all can't destroy The whole world's gonna feel my poise And y'all ain't gonna have any choice Everybody's gonna hear my voice [Verse 2: ContakZ] Imma make sure you hear my voice make noise everybody gonna know this boy Sick of being looked over and overturned cuz I'm a nerd spread the word I'm a beast thought you heard UH And I been chillin' k**ing villains I'm feeling like I'm being noticed senpai can you hear 'em They telling me go and get 'em I guess I gotta go get 'em You about to feel bad #feelsbadman GO KILL EM UH? Even my friends just now started noticing I wasn't joking when I told them this is what I'd grow to be My Poetry is getting the girls to come to she shows for me Hopefully but the words I write are just another door for me Trynna turn it to dough for me But yet I am still 0 for 3 But things are looking up so really there is no coasting B I ain't tripping I'm bout to silence the noise Shhhh imma make sure you hear my voice Look boy I'm a god in my city But I am over looked so much you'd think I'm garbage and gritty Pulling a semi Just to shut me up it shows that they with me You got a ear Ill make you listen Just to show what you missing Thinking of dissing I can't lose but I'm completing my mission This lil boy making noise cause I had me a vision Looking for compliments some of yall would say that I'm fishing But I'm just trynna get what I deserve for being this vicious/ Sick of these other rappers thinking that they big but they snitches Come around in my hometown I guarantee they get stitches Lifting a mic against me dog I swear I'm fighting to win this Rapping I'm reckless but I guarantee ya fans will defend us/ UH yeah and I'm bout to takeover K. Dot ya section 80 then call Jay over Your gonna need a god just to falter my reign Cause of the pain Young Nephilim set fire to rain [Hook: Caz Cray] I've been suffering in silence, and they paid me no mind I been stuck inside the shadows for a really long time It feels like they forgot about me, well I'm here to remind You that the World is gonna hear me when it's my time to shine Y'all ain't gonna have any choice Everybody's gonna hear my voice Y'all ain't ever gonna k** this noise Hell naw you ain't takin' my joy My vibe y'all can't destroy The whole world's gonna feel my poise And y'all ain't gonna have any choice Everybody's gonna hear my voice [Verse 3: Caz Cray] So why do I do this? I do this cause this is the only way they'll ever hear what I say I do this..Cause y'all never show love to Benjamin, but you gonna show love to Cray I do this...for everyone on the planet who feels their existence is futile And I do this...'cause I'm sick of being ignored by you all, if I can be truthful I'm sick of being disregarded, and I'm tired of feeling no love They treating me like I'm garbage, and honestly I've had enough So, you're gonna hear me, till you're sick of my voice, nah you ain't gonna have any choice You ain't gon have any say, sick of the games that you play, you're gonna listen to Cray I'm through with biting my tongue, pretending everything is fine When I sit alone in my room with all these thoughts invading my mind So now I'll be speaking them all, and you gon be feelin the pain in my rhymes Cause when it comes to my pa**ion, I'm k**in beats at the drop of a dime I'm finally reaching my element, so your opinion of me is irrelevant Before, I was seen as the skeleton locked in the cupboard but now I'm the elephant That's in the room, you better get used to me, cause you ain't gonna have no choice And you can try to mute me but soon the whole world's gonna hear my voice [Hook: Caz Cray] I've been suffering in silence, and they paid me no mind I been stuck inside the shadows for a really long time It feels like they forgot about me, well I'm here to remind You that the World is gonna hear me when it's my time to shine Y'all ain't gonna have any choice Everybody's gonna hear my voice Y'all ain't ever gonna k** this noise Hell naw you ain't takin' my joy My vibe y'all can't destroy The whole world's gonna feel my poise And y'all ain't gonna have any choice Everybody's gonna hear my voice