Contact Play - Falling Innit lyrics

[Intro] f** it! [Hook] So this is love, and I wish I'd never fallen in it Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it f** this love sh**, and I wish I'd never fallen in it Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it [Verse 1] What's more horrific? The stuff we're snorting or the thought of him and you every f**ing morning See we're all a bit confused but I'm done with talking When you're calling me I'm caught within your sorcery and coming crawling We were more than a rush of one endorphin more than just some gushing love muscle pouring More than a drug huffing rough couple caught in a blood bubble sprawled in a mud puddle snoring She was life itself as far as I could tell I'd find myself in her eyes and my spine would melt So I held alight the ravages of drug addiction And I failed her when my sanity was f**ing slipping Like f** I didn't love her like I loved to spit a grubby written son I'm just a s**er for a dumb decision Have you ever held a hand grenade for too long? And sat awake fanning flames in your room cough coughing on a ma** of grey fumes tryna move on Standing in the acid rain ranting cos' you've gone See love will have you itching at a gaping wound Scribbling and making tunes about the chick that crippled and disabled you And shouting in the mirror till your face is blue Counting all your littlest mistakes and I made a few… Thousand, a few powders a few downers down the line and she lowd it right [Hook] But that's love, and I wish I'd never fallen in it Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it f** this love sh**, and I wish I'd never fallen in it Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it [Verse 2] What's more horrific? The images of him and you or sitting in this mess of mine clinging to the bitter feud This is the second time I've written this specific tune The first one was dripping in the misery of missing you I tore it up but this one's turning out identical Thoughts of us cause a rush churning out the ventricles circle round with chemicals Tried squirming out your tentacles, man a dozen times I must have tried burning down your pedestal But I can't hate you as much as I'd love to, I love you, it's f**ed up this is what it's come to So bruv f** tough love, loves tough, tough luck it's done Baxter, you dun' lost her to some wa*ker I'll run back to the skunk and the lung cancer Man I've had enough of yats and enough of anger I've finished writing but there's nothing left to say but this dutty serenade on another messy day [Hook] f** this love sh**, and I wish I'd never fallen in it Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it f** this love sh**, and I wish I'd never fallen in it Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it f** it I don't care you little slag you're going out!