[Verse 1: Conscience] Love is real like the pain it brings Developed feelings in retrospectives, Reminiscing these ancient things My right hand woman in the wrong and there you were I should have seen this coming but when you get to close your visions blurred Mask my emotions because I couldn't face them A true moment of weakness, to dream about you in secret Depleted as i... Express my nimiety in what I've written just to you She was my sunrise but it never dawned opon me How Kamikaze life could be Formative fights in the night of peace I've always noticed when d**h been flirting For similar reasons we've been soul searching From all dispersions hurting everything we ever were Since she my business put my time investments into her Baby girl for what it's worth I hope you call me when hear this but between mine and yours [Verse 2: Conscience] You became a ex when you double crossed With this voice-mail the truths embossed Allow me to pause all the games you played She use to feel lost and now you know your place And she was always down to earth so we never needed space I hate I can't erase what you did too me Belittle me all the time To you I neglected in your perspective But it's the fault of mine Keep you in the dark so I could shine Girl that's such a lie You wanted kids, a life to live but played the violin on your wrist Tried to hold it in but lost your grip Tears would drip when I caught you cheating Life lessons in life's lesson I love you but I can't see it She always told me I'm afraid of losing you I know your Self-Efficient who you tryna prove it too? No matter how Self-Efficient, know I can respect your wishes Just remember that you can't ever truly love on your own